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November 26th, 2009
 | 10:29 pm - Nyeruuugggrrgrle...
Happy Turkey Day..
I worked all day.. x_x I'm friggin' tired.
On the bright side I got some 13H stuff done tonight, I just need to get my scanner goin'...
HalloweenTown!Xas = sexy.
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November 25th, 2009
 | 02:52 pm - To The Ex - - - -
Hello. :D
Hi there.
I know you're reading this.
How do I know? You make it so blatantly obvious.
It was bad enough of what you did to me. I am over that now. :3
What is worse is the girl you started fucking not 4 days after you broke off our relationship calls you by the name I coined for you. That's gross. :3
But I digress, I am here to ask you one thing. :3
Stop. Fucking. Following. Me.
I KNOW you created a new account on dA, I KNOW you still read my journal, I KNOW you still look for me on my old servers.
You and your whore need to really leave me the fuck alone. Both of you. Especially you.
Stop. k. thx. bai.
</3~!
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 | 02:38 pm - The Wipe...
For Blizzard's 5th year who-whats-it, we got Onyxian Whelps. Yaaaay.... They are these retarded little Onyxia chibis that stare at you with their googly eyes like they're going to eat your soul or something. If I weren't so lazy, I'd grab a SS of one of these little bitches.
Here's the deal. They do what Onyxia does in her happy little fiery home...
Onyxia takes in a deep breath....
Onyxian Hatchling takes in a deep breath...
It mimics mommy and blows smoke instead of ONE-SHOT FIAH. Cute. Woot.
...Did you know that when it does that, it sets of a thing called DBM? (Deadly Boss Mods - for those that don't play much or don't raid, this is an addon that tells you when to GTFO and where to GTFO.) I kid you not. It sets the god damn warning off.
Now see, we didn't know this until last night when a group of us are sitting in Onyxia 25 and staring the bitch down. We charge in there all ready to kick some Blackflight Ass and we can't figure out why DBM is all "BREATH MOVE", but out of instinct, we GTFO OMG ONYXIA IS GOING TO BURN US. Over. And Over. And Over again.
We wiped, actually. We wiped because we got caught up in a fire.
It was on our second try that we were waiting to regroup when one of the whelplings activated DBM. Basically we had killed ourselves because we weren't paying attention as to WHO was breathing fire.
Between that and this FESKING holiday...:
And having to do this all the time:
Plus THIS going on:
FUUUUUUUUCK that shit.
Yes, that's my rogue, yes you can see someone behind me in the SS who has fallen victim to the grenade. My god. -_-
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November 17th, 2009
 | 10:15 pm - Vroom Vroom.
Two years ago today I met Tayhne, adopted him and brought him home. :3
Man I love my dog. <3<3
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November 15th, 2009
November 13th, 2009
 | 11:26 pm - What? An Update? Alright...
It's been a while since I've actually given an update on what and where my life is currently at. I tend to leave cryptic messages in my LiveJournal or vent about something completely random that NO ONE knows what the hell I'm talking about. It occurred to me that I've been sort of absent in the world after Duo and Sharkie called and I realized just how far out of the loops I've become in my friendships. Let alone the bridges that have been burned lately (Yes, admittedly some by me, some by the other parties).
You see. Taisa came to visit me a while ago which I wish had been under different circumstances. There is still unfinished business in my eyes as to hers and my relationship (What it was, when it was, how it was, why it was, how it is, why it is, what it is, etc) but needless to say it was one of the most relaxing times I've had in a very long time. After she had to leave, I was stricken with a feeling of emptiness, loneliness. Like something was suddenly missing that shouldn't have been. It's something I've never really talked about, since I've felt no need to gush out my emotions, but tonight, in this update, I will make an exception.
She, Tobi and I hung out all over the place, I regret that I couldn't have shown her more of Colorado in what little time we had (It was only for a few days, which made it all the harder to have to let go at the airport.) Tobi was quite taken with her, my parents love her to death and part of me... Well. That feeling will never fully go away. I was the one to finally push her away so that we could stop being hurt over everything.
All in all, I didn't regret a single moment, even if there was some things I wanted to have done differently. Perhaps another time.
Since then, I had been working at Ace Hardware for the summer, learning tricks of the trade, key making, cashiering, sales associations, etc. I was offered to be kept during winter (As well as going back to The Lift, in which later I found out this was simply too stressful to handle, thus... I let go of Ace for the winter.)
I've since then been offered a scholarship to go back to school next Fall and have been slacking quite a bit in the art area. I haven't really had a lot of time or luck in art and it just frustrates me that when I WANT to draw, I can't seem to draw anything worthwhile. (Let alone work on my tutorial. Sigh.) I've also been heavily into Naruto, thanks to my Hikari - who is also undergoing a lot of changes in his life. Yes. His.
I'm fine with this decision, as I think I've stated before and I will always support him no matter what happens. This didn't stress me out, it was his ex that really lit a fire up under my ass. Of all the shit that happened, I still also deeply care for my Hikari and when his ex hurt him, I about lost it. I lost it further when he told me WHY they started dating and just WHAT type of life Dys had. Needless to say I was a walking bitch during that week.
A bit after, I went through some tough changes. Nan Desu Kan, Registering for Sakuracon, breaking up with Zak. It was things that needed to happen because of the stress involved. It was no one's fault (Okay, it was his mom's) but -I- couldn't handle all of the things that kept bothering me about the relationship we had. Since then, I've come to the realization that... I'm just not really into men.
After all of this, my friend Mandi texts me out of nowhere to tell me that she's pregnant. By a 37 year old guy with two kids named Ricardo. She's known him for 5 months... They've been dating for 2-3. I expressed my displeasure of the situation and explained why I felt it was extremely bad for her, but if it's what she wants (The guy wants her to move in with him like. NOW.) then I will smile and do what I can for her. I was speaking to Sparx and Tazzy about this situation in which the three of us agreed that it was going to end badly. No offense to Mandi, but this will be horrifying. You see...
Sparx is going through her second divorce.
Tazzy is married and with a 7(?) year old daughter.
Mandi is now pregnant with some dude's kid.
Me? I'm just staring blankly and suddenly feeling extremely awkward. I realized then, while talking to Tazzy (Who is religious, by the by) that I hadn't told her about my... Well. I came out to her. The last two people I told that I was gay to (Blink all you want, I've kept it a secret for a long time) refused to talk to me anymore. She was extremely supportive... But I wanted to cry. My three closest friends in High School (The fourth stopped speaking to me completely when I told her I was a lesbian) were suddenly with everything in common with each other.... And I had nothing in common anymore with them.
I went home that night, stressed out and beside myself that I felt I was "Missing something" in life. For the first time in a long time, I honestly felt out of place and lonely. I expressed the displeasure to my parents (They know, by the way, and they're completely fine with me having an "alternate lifestyle" as they call it.) That night, in tears, I hugged my dad (I feel completely comfortable about it with my Mum, but my Dad.. Well.. He has my two sisters, who are like. Beyond perfect. One married with a kid.) and told him "Thank you for being supportive of my lifestyle." He looked at me confused, laughed a bit and hugged back saying "Of course"
"I thought it was a fad, so I kept dating guys to see if it would go away." I told my father at 6:30am while we were driving to work when he asked "So is it that you're just not into sex or is guys in general?" Because that's the type of conversation you wish to have with your father that early in the morning. I explained to him how I felt and discussed my sex life with him (Mind you, I've NEVER had that type of conversation with either of my parentals. Strangely enough, it wasn't awkward at all.) He explained to me that I would always be his daughter and that he will always love me and is completely fine with the idea of me bringing a girl home to meet the family instead.
After ALL of this, my oldest sister Lara calls up in tears and says "Dad, I'm getting a divorce". Allan, that PoS, had been cheating and lying to my sister for years and she finally caught him. Ouch. Being the protective sibling (I may not talk to either of them much at all, but that doesn't mean I don't care) I called her up to talk to her. This alone shocked my parents, what shocked them even more is when she called me back the next day. I'm happy, honestly, but I think it caught her off guard when I told her Allan was a douchebag over the phone. Hello, school teacher hearing her youngest sister talk like that? Rofl.
The season is starting on Monday at The Lift and already I can feel myself being tired and not ready for another long winter - but it has to happen.
Then we have this week. Kolric has come to Colorado in which I went to meet him in Denver last Saturday. Hung out at his place, ate Ramen, watched The Skeleton Key, 28 Weeks Later, and The Assassination of Jesse James. He, of course, got Altitude Sickness like whoah and felt bad that he was down and out. We went to The Oven and Colorado Mills Sunday to play around in which we must have spent at least an hour in Build-A-Bear. It was beyond fun.
He came up Yesterday to stay the night at my house and hang out with Tobi and I. We all met up at Pizza Hut then went to see A Christmas Carol. Don't take your little kids to see this movie. Seriously. Freaky content ensued. Watched Naruto Abridged and went to bed. Today I had to be at work for 3 hours before Kol and I wandered to Starbucks and then back home. We were watching Interview With A Vampire (Hey, it was cold and snowing like a banshee, it ruined our plans) when Tobi was all "SAWP." And I was all "DUDE. MAI HAUS. NAO." And he was all "Cool."
The three of us watched Epic Movie and Superheroes for a hell of a good laugh, but Kol had to head back down to Denver tonight because of the weather. (He has an early flight in the morning.) Tobi stayed for at least 4 more hours as we watched Naruto Abridged, made fun of Sasuke and Tobi (QQ) and then talked about Dragon Age Origins. He finally left because he has to work in the morning, and the weather wasn't getting any better.
That's.... Been the parts I can remember, honestly. I didn't dive into NDK detail. Um. It was fun. ^_^ A bit disappointing due to a certain event, but other then that, it was fantastic. It was Zak and Tobi's first convention, so NDK was a good start to ease them in. It got Tobi pumped for Sakuracon in April, which is epic. It'll be nice to finally see Hikari and Toasty again, I've missed them bunches.
Ah, then there was Kes and that whole argument. I won't begin to go into that one, but let's just say a lying bitch from the past came back and is buddy buddy with Argibell and Taisa. It ended in me TRYING to put Kes on ignore to talk to Tai and Argibell while I was on MG... But her constant pestering reminded me as to WHY I left MG in the first place. I told her to GTFO, she QQed, blamed my anger at her on Tai, which made me dislike her lying ass all the more. It was fun. I don't recommend it.
Anyway... I know I'm probably forgetting a lot, but I'm really tired for some reason. Sigh.
I'm fine, I really am. I feel good, but there's just a LOT of things to take in suddenly. On the bright side, I need to get pictures of the Tobi Bear. It's full of pure win. Other then that? I feel the need to sleep. <3.
There is your official half-assed update.
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November 8th, 2009
 | 08:11 pm - NEWS FLASH.
I has Pocky. :3
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November 6th, 2009
 | 10:50 pm - /dance.
sıɥʇ ɥɔnoʇ ʇuɐɔ
>_>;
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November 4th, 2009
 | 08:17 pm - Mrrrrgrggrrll.
The Lift has started up again, so I'm like.. Dead to the world.
On a side note, I feel betrayed. Like.. I can't explain it. I can't really figure out why I feel this way Or what really brought it on. Okay, I really kinda know what brought it on, and when I approached the subject, I got a cold shoulder.
Eh.
Even still. =\ I almost feel like some people used me, pushed me aside and are now all laughing at me behind my back. Weird. -Shrug.-
Other then that, life is pretty spiffy.
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November 2nd, 2009
 | 09:47 pm - Stolen From TC (Gasp!)
My full name is Gretchen Michelle Spears
but people call me...
-Bugs
-Bugsy
-Cloud
-Cloudykins
-Gretch
-Getchen
-Greten
-Sasuke
-Sasu
-Twisted
-Yuy
-Yami
-Seto
-Velvet
-Loki
-Zaer
-Zaery
-Sasuke-kun
-Otouto
-Doodlebug
-Gretchy-smetchy (-_-)
-Spaz
-Shizu
-Gnomey
-Muffin
-Bitch
-Cloudsama
-de9
-Denine
-Pengu
-Rem
-Remmy
-Squit
what do you call me?
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November 1st, 2009
 | 01:08 pm - /facepalm.
Kylas: http://www.zerophiliamovie.com/
The XIII HouR: O_o
Kylas: It's FUNNY!!!!
The XIII HouR: o_O
Kylas: :D
Kylas: Think of it as a Romantic Comedy, Velvet.
The XIII HouR: OH GOD IT BURNS.
Kylas: ? :(
The XIII HouR: Xd I hate romantic comedies and chick flicks. Ugh.
Kylas: Is NOT a chick flick.
Kylas: That much I'll tell you.
The XIII HouR: It's a lack of dick flick. XD
Kylas: -=Laughs.=-
The XIII HouR: True story.
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October 31st, 2009
 | 12:57 pm - This Is Halloween, This Is Halloween, Pumpkins Scream In The Dead of Night...
Happy Birthday to Joeu!
Okay so I've got a lot of things going on right now in my world.
1.) Lara is finally getting a divorce from Allen, that cocksucker has been cheating on her, lying to her, spending her money, hasn't been treating her nice at ALL - and most of all, she hasn't been happy in a very long time. -Puffs cheeks.-
2.) Today marks the 4 year mark for my grandmother's funeral, as well as the day that was so traumatizing that it sent my life into a downward spiral.
I feel good, I honestly to. It's nice out today and I all around feel that I'm finally over the dark part of my life. ^_^ Thank you to all of the friends and family that have stuck by my side these past four years, the rest of you can fuck off. :3 <3 XD My halloween picture is still only half drawn.. Looks like it'll be late again this year!
Happy Halloween!
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October 23rd, 2009
| 02:59 pm - I'm Always Late On Crap. Srsly.
Happy Birthday Joy <3
I would rant about the current situation surrounding my life and someone close to me - but alas. Not yet...
Not just yet...
Until then, you get a 13H icon, nyeh.
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October 21st, 2009
 | 12:07 am - Taisagnomeynese. Do You Speak It?
Taisa: YO, THE NAME IS BATTY.
The XIII HouR: THE LOGIC IS ERRATIC.
Taisa: POTATO IN A JACKET!
The XIII HouR: TOYS IN THE ATTIC
Taisa: I ROCK AND I RAMBLE
The XIII HouR: MY BRAIN IS SCRAMBLED.
Taisa: RAP LIKE AN ANIMAL BUT I'M A MAMMAAAAAAL.
The XIII HouR: I'VE BEEN BRAIN-FRIED, ELECTRIFIED, INFECT AND INJECTIFIED! VIVIOSECTIFIED, AND FED PESTICIDES!
Taisa: MY FACE IS ALL CUT UP CAUSE MY RADAR'S ALL SHUT UP.
The XIII HouR: NURSE - I NEED A CHECK-UP FROM THE NECK UP I'M BATTY!
Taisa: THEY USED AND ABUSED ME!
The XIII HouR: BATTERED AND BRUISED ME!
Taisa: RED WIRES, GREEN WIRES, STUCK 'EM RIGHT THROUGH MEEEE
The XIII HouR: SO HEAR MY BATTY WORD - AND EXERCISE A LITTLE TRUTH! WE'RE DEALIN WITH... HUMANS!
Taisa: medicate him...
The XIII HouR: MEDICATE HIM.
Taisa: MEDICATE MEEEEEEE.
The XIII HouR: -Dies.-
Taisa: <3
The XIII HouR: <3<3
XD I loled.
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October 20th, 2009
 | 07:36 pm - Ugh. People.
[Relive Your Pain] Uchiha Itachi: TELL ME A STORY YAMIIII
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Um...
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: -Think-
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Gimme a moment and I will.
[Relive Your Pain] Uchiha Itachi: :D
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: ONCE UPON A TIME.
[Relive Your Pain] Uchiha Itachi:D!
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: There was thus um. Rogue. And his Paladin and Shadow Priesty buddy. And they decided that they wanted to goto a gladiator tournament and stuff. BUT! They needed more people for their epic team of epicness. The Rogue was all "Dude." To his new found guild, who he wasn't pleased with anyway. "We are going to the Trials! of the Champions! And we need two more people." And another Rogue was all "Oh! Cool! I'll go!" So she joined their epic party of epicness. Then, another Priest said "Well.. I know this magical tree! She can help in your quest of epicness" so our hero, the Rogue, was all "Sweet!" And the magical tree joined their epic team of epicness.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: So the five meet up and take a warm up run through A Keep of Utgardeness and then went to PWN FACE at this epic gladiator trial. They faced MANY MANY challenges! And had to joust and stuff on magical wolves with magical armor! By slaughtering these people, many rewards were given out, especially a lot of things that the two epic rogues of epicness could really use! The little Girl Rogue needed these items and the group was loving enough to give them to her! ON THE FINAL BATTLE! The beastie dropped a strange, magical dagger and a magical helm. The Magical Tree, who had been looming over the Rogues suddenly took the weapons! Claiming he was really a cat in disguise, but he was almost always a tree!
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: "Hey!" Said the Rogue, "That is not fair to take things that people can use when you are only a kitty part of the time! You are a magical tree!" So, glaring angrily, the magical tree handed the Rogue the dagger and the female rogue the helm before it vanished out of sight! Looking the dagger over, the Rogue carried it home, but he was stopped! The Priest that had made the Magical Tree cornered the Rogue. "Why did the Magical Tree not receive the only items it wanted after passing on the epic items all day?! Explain this to me, Rogue! I do not understand the ways of your GROUP things!"
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: "Well..." The Rogue started, frowning a bit. "The items were meant for people like us, the Rogues." He nodded to the angry girl. "When something is found, the people that need it first are the ones that should roll first! The Magical Tree said he was mostly a Magical Tree and only a kitty part of the time... So it was not fair to us Rogues." "Well!" Retorted the Priest, "Then don't you think the other Rogue deserved it more than you?!" The Rogue blinked and tilted his head. "My number was the second highest, so I was given the epic dagger of epicness while the female Rogue was given the magical helmet, one of many piece of armor that fit her today."
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: "You'll pay for this!" Furious, The Priest turned away and hissed out her words before storming off to the leader of their clan. Later, a Death Knight came up to the Rogue, who was browsing an enchant for his newly acquired epic dagger and the Death Knight said "I noticed your name is not on our epic run of epicness to the super big epic Ulduar raid on Saturday night?" The Rogue blinked. "It's not?" "No, it's not." And thus, because the Magical Tree did not get the epic dagger, the Rogue was punished and was no longer allowed to raid.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: The end.
[Relive Your Pain] Uchiha Itachi: D:
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: True story.
[Relive Your Pain] Uchiha Itachi: Dude
[Relive Your Pain] Uchiha Itachi: Lame.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Very.
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October 17th, 2009
| 07:01 am - 3 Years.
Fuck I couldn't sleep worth shit last night. I've had nightmares, but last night was just ridiculous... And of all the days, they had to occur the one day I'm working at Ace now? Give me a break x_X
3 years ago today I was put in a psych ward.
Maybe that has something to do with it. Perhaps I should go into town tomorrow and finally reconcile with the ghosts of my past that were haunting me so much.
Until then? Gotta go do the work thing since someone wanted me to cover for them. x_x
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October 15th, 2009
 | 01:38 am - EXPLAIN IT TO MEEEEE. D:
( Yaoi Talk, Don't Click Me. )
On a brighter note, have a sketch <3
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October 14th, 2009
 | 02:30 am - Thoughts on Deidara x Sasuke.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: XD Oh god. Okay
[Artistic License] Deidara: Ninja post?
[Artistic License] Deidara: >oo>
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: /flee!
[Artistic License] Deidara: xD
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: No rape!
[Artistic License] Deidara: Yeeeah... now I can watch my videos. >)
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Well.. It isn't rape unless you yell surprise! first.
[Artistic License] Deidara: True
[Artistic License] Deidara: SUR- Kidding
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Deidara: SURPRISE UN?! Sasuke: NO. O_O
[Artistic License] Deidara: xD
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October 10th, 2009
 | 01:46 pm - She's Got You Jumpin' Off The Deck, Shovin' Into Overdrive.
I lost my temper last night for the first time in a very... very... very long time. x_x
Too much crap happening! -Grumble.- Too many people I want to just punch in the face and be all "BE GONE FROM MY WORLD YOU VILE SCUM AND LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE!"
Especially someone's boyfriend....-Shoots a glare.-
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