|
|
|
February 6th, 2010
 | 04:47 pm - Instincts. I Has Them.
For a while now, I've felt that this cosplay group for Sakuracon was going to flake out and all around bail on their end. (Their end being those in the Washington vicinity, the ones we were going to go meet up with) and today, I believe, the truth will come out.
While Tobi is fine with it, I feel upset over it, actually. But, c'est la vie, there is nothing you can do to change what will come. This, however, also makes me feel guilty after the comment "But the thing is we're all out of Naruto now basically" was stated. I feel like I had been forcing something on to someone because I liked it, which if I have been, then I apologize.
I suppose 5 years makes everyone go their own way eventually. I just feel like something died inside of me, like I lost something that I had recently just found.
The show will go on, whether we go on with it or not is up to us, and in 51 days? Tobi and I will be in Seattle rockin' it with or without everyone else.
Just a random blurb before I go back to doing chores. x_x I hate Saturdays.
|
January 31st, 2010
 | 10:20 am - Dabbles And Babbles.
Kylas: Think people will start using the website, especially once everyone gets to it?
The XIII HouR: Not sure honestly. I hope so, even if it really is just for recruiting.
Kylas: -=Nodnod.=-
The XIII HouR: I'm gonna let Ryk, Burr and Akk set up the application though. >_> /lazy
Kylas: Nah, not lazy. Just not your job. You're not the guild leader!
The XIII HouR: THANK. GOD.
The XIII HouR: I ain't ever doin' that shit again.
Kylas: Got any gray hairs from that, yet?
The XIII HouR: Yeah I dyed them all pink so they wouldn't show.
Kylas: Roflmao.
Past few weeks have been busy as all hell, although Wednesday ROCKED. Went down to Denver with Tobi and met up with Vashu at Disguises, a costume shop for parties, cosplay and all of your little sessual fantasies aside from Fascinations. o_o We have waaaaay too much fun there and it was really cool to see Tobi finally open up and have a good time. He later confessed to me that the one thing he felt he was missing in life was memories like that. Memories like Vash and I have of our CRAZY times together. (Man I miss those days.)
I haven't been gaming as much as I used to, which is cool in my mind. I only log on to raid and then hop back off unless the guild needs me. It's been giving me time for other things such as freaking out about Sakuracon (Holy fuck I still need contacts and my outfit) and draw, play with the dog, swim and chill with Tobi when we both have days off together.
Well.. I take that back. I've been drooling over my PSP like a zombie playing Naruto Shippuden: Akatsuki Rising. My god I just unlocked Sasuke and he is so OP it hurts so good. *___*
Needless to say, I have like... No time off. My job is killing me, we just hit the half way mark of the season and I'm already SEETHING at my bosses. Ugh. But alas, it is time to cook breakfast, do laundry, work out a bit, go meet up with Tobi and all that fun Sunday ritual stuff. <3
I love you all!
|
January 8th, 2010
| 06:04 am - Me: 2 Hair: 1
I HAVE CONQUERED YOU TODAY, HAIR. YOU AND YOUR PINK SPIKES OF DOOM AND YOUR BANGS THAT DIDN'T WANT TO BE STRAIGHT THIS MORNING. AAAAAHAHAHAHAHHA. ---- It was meant to be Firetruck red, buuuut uh... Pink happened somewhere in the middle instead.
^ This, however, is not the picture that I have conquered it in. That was after swimming and amazingly enough the bangs ALMOST stayed straight.
Have a picture of my puppy after a faceplant in the snow <3
I decided it was time for my Sasuke cut when a random girl approached me at the pool and told me I would make a GREAT Deidara. o_o;
|
January 4th, 2010
 | 08:05 pm - REAL QUICK OMG.
Happy Birthday Sharkie. <3.
|
January 3rd, 2010
 | 12:45 pm - Recollection.
2009 was a year of many firsts. Pain, happiness, confusion, content, anger, annoyance, frustration, excitement, adventure and quite a bit of heartbreak.
This 2009 recap will be put under a cut and some people may find it extremely offensive, keep that in mind when reading that I am only reflecting on my feelings of what has happened in my life.
( My life is about me, not you. )
|
January 2nd, 2010
 | 04:48 am - Please....x_x
Unless you're in trouble, upset, the world is ending or zombies are attacking...
PLEASE don't text me at 4am to just say you found my number again and wanted to say hello...
Fuck, don't even text me before 6am my time...
Why? Because I've been working over time lately and I'm running off roughly 3 hours of sleep each night. 2-5:30 AM is like... My sanctuary of sleep if I'm not suffering nightmares.
Seriously. -_-
|
December 30th, 2009
 | 11:48 am - I Put This On Facebook Too But G'damn... XD
Do you know how hard it is to keep a straight face when in Gundrak and DBM suddenly flashes on your screen, I kid you not, "CRICKETBUTT HAS BEEN IMPALED!" I thought Diur and I were going to die.
Just... Die.
|
December 25th, 2009
 | 09:36 am - Deck The Halls With.... Huh?
I forgot last night was Christmas Eve.
I forgot today was Christmas.
-Shrug- Not celebrating it.
Love you all and I hope you have a safe holiday! <3
|
December 20th, 2009
 | 07:52 pm - Wasted So Much Time.
I've come to realize tonight that I've wasted so much time on people.
I'm working on a tutorial that some people are all "oh hey cool" while most of the population that watches me on dA couldn't give a shit less because it's not some famous anime character.
I've had horrible luck in relationships. If I haven't been waiting around being patient with the one I'm with/ wanting to be with, then I have horrible timing or my life just doesn't permit it to be at that moment in time.
I don't want any of this bullshit "It's not meant to be, it's fate" stuff.
I'm tired of feeling disappointed by people. I'm throwing out 110% every damn day for everyone around me and I'm getting scraps back in return.
Yes. I'm being selfish. Yes, I'm ticked off. I'm so... sick of it.
Sick of being on bottom, of being used or mistreated. Sick of not being able to ascend out of this hellhole or this slump I'm in. I'm trying to help people, trying to care and love them and in the end I'm sitting here alone wondering what the hell happened.
I'm tired of the unrequited feelings of everything. It all feels so... Fake.
Like I'm living in a world with a bunch of mindless puppets around me.
|
December 16th, 2009
 | 03:12 pm - How To Start A Conversation 101:
The XIII HouR: Symm.
[Symmasris]: Yep?
[Symmasris]: Whats up Zaer?
The XIII HouR: Symm.
The XIII HouR: Tell me you are not getting a sex change.
[Symmasris]: Sup?
[Symmasris]: Ummm What?
The XIII HouR: Tell it to me. :<
[Symmasris]: Umm, Im definantly not getting a sex change.
[Symmasris]: Why the fuck would I do that.
[Symmasris]: ??????
The XIII HouR: Well.
The XIII HouR: I left my windows for my IMs open last night.
[Symmasris]: yeah
[Symmasris]: ok?
The XIII HouR: One with someone I love deeply who is going through a sex change, another with a friend, (Who I just found out their life partner is actually a girl getting a sex change) and you.
[Symmasris]: O.o Im confused.
The XIII HouR: XD Two out of three of my IM windows left open last night were two people having sex changes.
The XIII HouR: You were the third.
The XIII HouR: So I had to know.
[Symmasris]: ahh
[Symmasris]: ok then >.<
The XIII HouR: Yeah D:
[Symmasris]: That was about the most awkward conversation Ive ever seen started... I need to Screen cap.
The XIII HouR: LOL <3 ilu.
[Symmasris]: *hugs* you too
[Symmasris]: Im just contemplating on putting this on Deviant art..
The XIII HouR: XD /puttingitonLJlikeabrat.
[Symmasris]: LJ?
The XIII HouR: Live Journal.
[Symmasris]: ahh
[Symmasris]: Awkward conversations. You havent had one until you've been asked if you are getting a sex change.
The XIII HouR: By a girl who plays a guy.
[Symmasris]: exactly.
|
December 13th, 2009
| 11:06 pm - /Caramelldansen.
I'm tired, kids. x_x
....And somehow I've managed to pick up yet ANOTHER stalker. This time I didn't even remotely TRY to talk to her. I tried ignoring her. And walking away... And now she's found me ingame. X_x
|
December 8th, 2009
 | 12:14 am - So.. Wow... x_x
Net crapped out all over the place for the past several days... Which gave me a large amount of time to work on my tutorial.... This is now how far I've gotten, I just haven't posted the sections yet:
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....
It's past midnight and I've been up since 5am.. I have work in the morning.. I think it's bedtime. -_-
|
December 2nd, 2009
| 09:58 pm - Want Want Want...
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: I want to live in a city.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: In an apartment.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Where at night
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: You can see all the lights.
[Good Boy!] Tobi: Um... Were did this come from?
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: I've been fascinated with the idea ever since you showed me that video of those Naruto and Sasuke cosplayers with the view from their window. I just saw another picture from a friend's birthday party of the same type of view.
[Good Boy!] Tobi: Okay. Well once we both have money and a way to get a job down in denver we can move there. Might not be tell April or longer. I would like Late April to June but /shrug.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Yeah but Denver doesn't have that type of view.
[Good Boy!] Tobi: Well then fuck I dont know. I know that the Sasuke and Naruto people live in New York and I am not living there so that view is out of the question
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Yeah...
[Good Boy!] Tobi: Well when we are at Seattle we can see how the view is from there.
[Placid Silence] Uchiha Sasuke: Sounds good.
Help me out here, where can I find this view?
|
December 1st, 2009
| 10:56 pm - Shippuden: 130-140.
Man oh man.
I KNOW what happens during and after the final fight of Itachi and Sasuke. SO WHY AM I STILL GETTING ALL UPSET OVER IT?
Friday I am going to cry like a little bitch, I know it. /whine.
I had some funny stuff to post about work, but I'm way too tired to even remotely try. x_x Perhaps tomorrow.
|
November 26th, 2009
| 10:29 pm - Nyeruuugggrrgrle...
Happy Turkey Day..
I worked all day.. x_x I'm friggin' tired.
On the bright side I got some 13H stuff done tonight, I just need to get my scanner goin'...
HalloweenTown!Xas = sexy.
|
November 25th, 2009
 | 02:52 pm - To The Ex - - - -
Hello. :D
Hi there.
I know you're reading this.
How do I know? You make it so blatantly obvious.
It was bad enough of what you did to me. I am over that now. :3
What is worse is the girl you started fucking not 4 days after you broke off our relationship calls you by the name I coined for you. That's gross. :3
But I digress, I am here to ask you one thing. :3
Stop. Fucking. Following. Me.
I KNOW you created a new account on dA, I KNOW you still read my journal, I KNOW you still look for me on my old servers.
You and your whore need to really leave me the fuck alone. Both of you. Especially you.
Stop. k. thx. bai.
</3~!
|
 | 02:38 pm - The Wipe...
For Blizzard's 5th year who-whats-it, we got Onyxian Whelps. Yaaaay.... They are these retarded little Onyxia chibis that stare at you with their googly eyes like they're going to eat your soul or something. If I weren't so lazy, I'd grab a SS of one of these little bitches.
Here's the deal. They do what Onyxia does in her happy little fiery home...
Onyxia takes in a deep breath....
Onyxian Hatchling takes in a deep breath...
It mimics mommy and blows smoke instead of ONE-SHOT FIAH. Cute. Woot.
...Did you know that when it does that, it sets of a thing called DBM? (Deadly Boss Mods - for those that don't play much or don't raid, this is an addon that tells you when to GTFO and where to GTFO.) I kid you not. It sets the god damn warning off.
Now see, we didn't know this until last night when a group of us are sitting in Onyxia 25 and staring the bitch down. We charge in there all ready to kick some Blackflight Ass and we can't figure out why DBM is all "BREATH MOVE", but out of instinct, we GTFO OMG ONYXIA IS GOING TO BURN US. Over. And Over. And Over again.
We wiped, actually. We wiped because we got caught up in a fire.
It was on our second try that we were waiting to regroup when one of the whelplings activated DBM. Basically we had killed ourselves because we weren't paying attention as to WHO was breathing fire.
Between that and this FESKING holiday...:
And having to do this all the time:
Plus THIS going on:
FUUUUUUUUCK that shit.
Yes, that's my rogue, yes you can see someone behind me in the SS who has fallen victim to the grenade. My god. -_-
|
November 17th, 2009
 | 10:15 pm - Vroom Vroom.
Two years ago today I met Tayhne, adopted him and brought him home. :3
Man I love my dog. <3<3
|
November 15th, 2009
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
de9さんの日記を閲覧中です